for someone...

Now I was sitting waiting wishing
That you believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs
But Lord knows that this world is cruel
And I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
Learning loving somebody don't make them love you

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?

I sing ya songs I dance a dance
I gave ya friends all a chance
Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you
And maybe you been through this before
But it's my first time
So please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you

I can't always be waiting waiting on you
I can't always be playing playing your fool
I keep playing your part
But it's not my scene
Wont this plot not twist?
I've had enough mystery.
Keep building me up, then shooting me down
Well I'm already down
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting

Well if I was in your position
I'd put down all my ammunition
I'd wondered why'd it taken me so long
But Lord knows that I'm not you
And If I was I wouldn't be so cruel
Cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?
No I can't always be waiting waiting on you
I can't always be playing playing your fool, fool

Now I was sitting waiting wishing
That you believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs
But Lord knows that this world is cruel
And I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
Learning loving somebody don't make them love you

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?

I sing ya songs I dance a dance
I gave ya friends all a chance
Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you
And maybe you been through this before
But it's my first time
So please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you

I can't always be waiting waiting on you
I can't always be playing playing your fool
I keep playing your part
But it's not my scene
Wont this plot not twist?
I've had enough mystery.
Keep building me up, then shooting me down
Well I'm already down
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting

Well if I was in your position
I'd put down all my ammunition
I'd wondered why'd it taken me so long
But Lord knows that I'm not you
And If I was I wouldn't be so cruel
Cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?
No I can't always be waiting waiting on you
I can't always be playing playing your fool, fool

aku,die or kamu

sejujur nyer mlm nie aku t'sepit..t'sepit untk wat pilihan..aku xtaw knp aku bleh jd cmnie..brani maen ngan api akhr nyer bakar dri aku sndri..kdng2 ase xbleh nk b'nafas plak..aku xnk dtggl kn n m'ngglkn..mybe akn ad yg ckap aku nie jhat..tp nie r dri aku sbnar nyer..hnye taw kjar bhgia jew..tlng lor kuat kn ati aku..bile ase b'salah dtg aku akn hilang..hilang ngan prasan yg wat aku sparuh sedar..bile snyp jew..kte xkn dpt cri jwpan nyer yg bnar or slah..n ble dh cnte yg bruk pon nmpk lawa..cm 2 lor..

aku ase nk m'jerit jew..jerit spuas2 ati..p'soalan dlm pale aku ialah knp?knp?knp?..knp bleh jd cm nie..aku dh slah ambk jln kot..kamu xknal ag aku btol2..cmne kamu nk pham aku..die pham aku jd die pham aku..smua nie b'gantung pd dri msing2..even knal die xlame tp cmne die bleh lbh pham aku dr kamu..kamu dh lame knal aku..tp bile kamu wat silap kamu akn ckp kamu xdew p'galaman sedang kn kamu xcube lnsung untuk cri p'galaman 2..

die slalu wat silap tp die m'gaku wat silap n blaja dr p'galaman utk xwat bnde yg sme ag..kamu n die b'beza..aku xtaw nk pilih kamu or die..kamu yg prnh aku cinta(sgt cinta) or die yg aku syg tp aku xpsti bleh miliki..ad owg ckp lbh baek kalo d cintai dr m'cintai..perit nyer ase..ble b'depan smua nie..

tp aku dh taw aku mmg kne b'depan jgk ngan die 1 ari nnt..kdng2 aku pkir aku msih mude ag..tp t'pkse lalui smua nie..ase b'dose sbb asyk m'rungut atas ujian yg tuhan bg nie..YA ALLAH MAAF KAN HAMBA MU NIE..Tunjukkan lah jalan kebenaran kepada aku Ya Allah..aku memohon..

b'hnti b'hrp...

Aku mmg cpt b’ubh..tp aku try ckp kt dri sndri jgn t’lalu m’hrp bnde yg blom tntu akn dtg kpd kte..jgn sesekali b’hrp sometink yg blom pasti..t tkut kcewe sndri jew..aku jgk yg truk..keje xjln..pale asy pkir bnde laen jew..aku xnk jd cm 2 ag..bia aku bwk haluan aku sndri..nk p’cye kn owg sgt pon xbleh jgk..ag pon aku knal die xlme..lu die slalu ckp nk dtg tp xdtg2 pon..bnde yg sme aku dh lalui so jgn r b’hrp sgt..aku taw aku bleh lalui nyer sndri..xpyah mnx bantuan owg laen...aku bleh b’dri sndri..aku kne ykin pd dri sndri..yg aku prlu ingat cinte 2 bute..ble die dtg bnde xbaek pon jd baek..xbleh pkir ngan btol..ikut sgt kate ati yg bleh bwk aku m’yesal ag..

Bia pon dh byk kali lalui bnde yg sme aku ttp wat silap jgk..xmmpu utk b’than kot..xpon aku nie bute kot..xnmpk ag jln yg btol or slah..pkai msuk jew jln owg laen tnpe arah tuju yg btol..pew nk jd r ngan aku nie..dri sndri komen tntng dri sndri..dh cm owg giler yg ckp sowg...hehehehe..bodo r..

Tp nie dri aku sndri..aku kne akui aku nie dh byk wat silap..aku kne tguh kn pndirian..2 jew..kne tegas ngan dri sndri..jgn ikut sambil lewa jew..hmm..bile lh aku nie nk b’ubh..jd yg t’baek...

ari nie aku ase down sgt..ase cm confius..xtaw knp..byk p'soalan dlm kepale aku..tp aku msti kuat kn dri..aku taw aku d mne..xbleh b'gntung pd owg laen kne trime kelemahan sndri..kdng2 aku ase cm aku nie stupid..stupid giler..snyp jew..xb'kate2..aku prlu someone yg bleh dgr aku ckp..luahan aku..

kdng2 ble owg ssh kte tlng owg... tp ble kte ssh xdew owg pon nk tlng..hmmm..2 lh dunia skrng..trime lh knyataan 2..jgn smpi owg pijak pale sudh..aku cube jd yg t'baek tp aku bkn yg t'baek..

juz b'coz i'm losing
doesn't mean i'm lost
doesn't mean i'll stop
doesn't mean i'm in a cross

sometink new....

huhu..byk dh b'ubh..aku pon dh lme xtulis blog nie..m'yepi seribu bhase..nth r lor mybe dh xdew ati kot nk tulis blog nie..p'kembngan t'bru aku..aku dh msuk sem 3 n dh nk abis dh sem 3..projek single bed..aku lalui ngan tenang even byk benor cabaran yg dtg..yg pnting katil aku siap ngan smpurna nyer..hehehe..skrng dh single xcm lu ag..wawawank ckp nie brite sdih pon x..hepi pon x..tp aku trime sead nyer..coz rite now i waiting for someone...someone make me happier n smile even byk dugaan..lalui jew r ngan tenang even ad tension snyp sudh..

skrng plak bln pose..wawa ag byk dugaan..tp 2 lh care Tuhan nk m'guji keimanan kte..smoge ramadan nie bwk seribu makne kpd aku n jgk kwn2 yg d kasihi..kalo zman kcik2 lu bln pose r pling aku ske..bleh maen bunge api,mercun n tanglung..ske nyer r..kdng2 moment 2 r yg wat kte snyum sowg2..hehehe..kalo ikut kn aku nkal jgk mse kcik lu..ske ikut abg spupu aku p g maen mercun kt blakng umh..dh aku sowg dak kcik..punyer r lasak..hentam jew..skrng ble dh bsor laen r plak jd nyer..msing2 sbuk ngan hdup msing2..jmpe pon xslalu..ag pon aku duk jauh dr dowg..tp moment 2 still ad r dlm otak aku nie..n xbleh nk delete dh..still m'lekat smpi skrng..